so i have a habit of procrastinating my newgrounds page for a very long time. sometimes its a song that i just dont upload for a few months, and in this case its been the slow- changing of the self. i've been going through some mental hurdles and a lot of deliberating who the hell i even am and i've managed to land on a shapeshifter as the core of my sense of self.

iv been switching youtube channels, finally landing on a style of video that i enjoy making and also enjoy in general. i also finally found an art style that is right for me. i also finally started expressing my love for a particular ambient genre; Dreambiance, that i came up with to describe games like Yume Nikki and its fangames. i also finally got back into writing music and have been pushing myself to write songs that are more me than general.

despite all that, i havent changed my newgrounds page that much. i've been uploading music and i havent changed anything. perhaps its out of fear of alienating people, but to be honest... considering i feel more alien than human at this point i might as well just do it. so i did.

this is Distance, my home of music and weird art... and you can call me ▷